it's so cold in this house

MEXICO

2006-03-23T05:50:15Z

MEXICO TOMORROW!!!!
but actually the day after..

and then...

STREETLIGHT MANIFESTO WITH THE AQUABATS!!!
but that is in may

today

2006-02-10T04:50:40Z

so things have been going very well as of late.

i am happy.
i am very glad that the first semester is over.
i am very glad that i got in to college.
i am very glad that the weather is nice.
i am very glad that i got to go downtown instead of to school today.
i am very glad that i caught up on sleep when watching the symphony.
i am very glad that i am over snowboarding.
i am very glad that i get to see my real friends now.
i am very glad that pretty girls makes graves is coming.
i am very glad that i got over everything in one night.
i am very glad that i ate a lot today.
i am very glad that it feels like summer, except with school, i guess i am not so glad about that last part.
i am very glad that......

this song makes me feel sick, but the good kind of sick, i think?

2006-02-07T04:43:10Z

Squeaky swings and tall grass
The longest shadows ever cast
The water's warm and children swim
And we frolicked about in our summer skin

I don't recall a single care
Just greenery and humid air
Then Labor day came and went
And we shed what was left of our summer skin

On the night you left I came over
And we peel the freckles from our shoulders
Our brand new coats so flushed in pink
And I knew your heart I couldn't win
Cause the seasons change was a conduit
And we left our love in our summer skin

talk about nostalgia

fickle_toby @ 2006-02-04T00:27:00

2006-02-04T08:28:17Z

talk about a waste of 4 months.
i just did it

dfwwewefew

2006-01-28T19:55:00Z

this weekend is not going to be fun i can already tell.
i dont really know what i did wrong, but i get the feeling i did something.
or maybe i do know?
i dont know?

how long is too long?

but now at least i found away to record my songs and put them on my itunes. so i guess that is cooool

fickle_toby @ 2006-01-27T23:55:00

2006-01-28T07:57:42Z

maybe....if i wait long enough.....

I never trusted the russians

2006-01-27T06:56:13Z

this has been a weird weeeek.
i dont like finals, but i like half days. even though all i do is study.
today i watched a good movie avec kari.
event hought we were supposed to be watching a bad movie. oh well.
yesterday i studied.
i feel nostalgic. it happens quite often.
acutally most of the time i do.

I just thought you should know that, in no way whatsoever, do I blame you for Troy's death.

its been agreed, the whole world stinks, so no one's taking showers anymore

2006-01-23T05:45:34Z

lady: [seeing his bandage] Whoa, what happened?
man: You want the short version or the long one?
lady: The long one.
man: I tried to save my life but it didn't work
lady: Wow. What's the short one?
man: I burned it.

this weekend was good.
we made a french movie for the ages.
its more of a documentary about a talk show about vikings, hosted by none other than the beloved, Hazeldell Norris.
im sure it will win some sort of award at sundance or something

finals suck. even though they have not started yet

fickle_toby @ 2006-01-20T18:44:00

2006-01-21T02:51:04Z

i still dont get it.

fickle_toby @ 2006-01-16T00:26:00

2006-01-16T08:26:38Z

i dont get it

If you don't ask me out to dinner i don't eat.

2006-01-16T03:32:06Z

this weekend has been different, but good different.
on friday there was band practice. it was good.
then there was fast food with zach, drew, matt, erin, lindsey, and laura.
then there was a movie with all of the above+ Casey and Kaylie.
they are all very nice people.
then i spent the night at zachs.

on saturday i played with kari.
we watched a very good movie. i dont think kari liked it much though.
))<>((. Forever.
i got a sigur ros cd and i am in love.

today kari got me a neat sweater!
i like it. so does my mom.
i got a belt and she got bedroom accessories.
its almost dinner time

we still have one more day. this is wonderful

paper bag advice.( to be stamped on the side of all paper bags)
side A. Blow into this paper bag go home and stop grinning at everyone.
side B. If the boss sits there and accuses you of stealing, of not having the right motivation, dont just sit there and take it, hit him in the face.

fickle_toby @ 2006-01-09T20:13:00

2006-01-10T04:29:01Z

school was just like school always is. sometimes i wonder where i would be if i had ended up going to wilsonville. and sometimes i wish that i had gone there.

i dont think i want to go snowboarding on wednesday at all, but i guess i will see what i feel like tomorrow night. if i decide not to, maybe someone should play with me until ll:00 pm? (those are lower case L's, not 1s to tell the truth). but yeah, because i will have nothing to do?

today in frech class i told mrs. case that i did myself a sneaky. it was supposed to be i did myself a mischief, but i guess i didn't feel like being conventional. i dont think she got it. but she laughed. i dont think i really get it either, but it sounded funny.

fickle_toby @ 2006-01-08T22:05:00

2006-01-09T06:10:38Z

the weekend was short
the ball was good i suppose
everyone looked lovely
i wore the same thing as i did last year, which i got at goodwill, for $5.
i am glad i am not a girl, because those dresses are expensive.
and they sure dont look comfortable.
so i am hoping prom will be better.
i think it will.
i watched 4 hours of arrested development today.
they are really making a mistake by canceling that show, i am pretty sure its the best thing that has ever happened to television

fickle_toby @ 2006-01-07T00:34:00

2006-01-07T08:44:34Z

i feel like crap in so many ways right now.

the dirty bad

2006-01-05T07:22:33Z

so tonight i realized how much i dislike like snowboarding.
which is weird because it used to be my favorite thing ever.
its not any fun any more.
snowboard team is lame and boring and stressful and not fun.
i think i dont really want to go anymore, it just puts me in a bad mood.
i am over winter sports for the year.
i am over everything

i am jacks colon. i get cancer. i kill jack

2006-01-03T08:46:09Z

so today was the pretty much the last day of break.
i guess technically tomorrow is, but seriously, who are we kidding.... no one, thats who.

and also, why is today a holiday?!
it is worse than christmas and thanksgiving. all these stupid holidays sneaking up.
i dont trust any day that sneaks.

but over all i would say that then new has been.... sneaky, confusing, and kind of alright i guess.

spencer's livejournal was stupid.

there is daft punk playing at my house

2006-01-01T23:05:40Z

last night was somewhat a blur/ bust.
i rung in the new year at a truck stop off of the freeway.
ted is a pretty crazy guy. he kept wanting to drive, but yeah right! he was totally not in the right state of mind.
good thing there are people who save people from driving.

2005 was somewhat uneventful for me, if you dont count; my cat dieing, a bazaar accident with a tea pot, the swat team coming to my birthday party, several bomb threats, lots of small animals in zachs bed one morning, me finding out i am a wizard, going to hogwarts, traveling through space and time, and thyme, inventing a robot that will eat for me, losing 100 pounds, gaining it back+234 pounds, going to brazil, and running over several cones (and by cones i mean small children).

and now 2005 is over, and 2006 has begun. this can only mean one thing, and that one thing is i need to take a shower really bad.

its just that everything i try to do, nothing seems to turn out right

2005-12-28T07:06:06Z

today was a day just like all the rest.
i got up and no one was home. then i took a shower, but i didnt really feel clean after, so i took another. then i felt too clean so i went and rolled around in the mud for a good 23 minutes. it was awesome, dirty awesome.

laura and i went downtown today. it was awesome, but not dirty awesome, more like i -cant-believe-its not-awesome awesome. that type of thing.

then we saw narnia. it was not that awesome. but not really bad, just kind of, this-really-isn't-that-awesome awesome.
then i found myself in a pretty sour mood. for reasons i dont feel like disclosing.

now i find myself sitting on a chair, in a very peculiar way.

laura says she is going to start talking to cute boys instead of just looking at them now.
i remember saying that once.. but i said it about cats.
its no wonder i have no friends.
only cats.

Ok. over all on a scale from 1 to good, my day was a green.

the universe is shaped exactly like the earth, if you go straight long enough...

2005-12-26T04:49:17Z

so christmas came, and almost left again.
i really dislike this holiday usually, but this one went like this...

basically it was ok when i woke up but i really didnt want to open presents. but i got some good stuff. like a synth. its red on the sides, that is my favorite thing about it.

anyways, it was bad after that because christmas sucks. but then it went up big time when kari came over. but it kinda went down when we talked because i felt bad. but then it went way up high because we had fun.
everything is ok now.

but somethings still really confuse me, but i guess that is alright. i mean, no matter how much its talked about, it still feels weird, like when you brush your teeth and then go drink some apple juice or something. its not good, but not bad, but more bad than good. its just kinda weird and confusing.

anyways. i think i want to go downtown tomorrow, but its probably going to be super busy, so i doubt i will. does anyone else want to go? because if i do go i dont want to go alone.

where do the ducks go when the lagoon freezes?

2005-12-24T09:01:00Z

tonight was movie night.
it was ok.
rocky horror picture show is the weirdest movie ever made.
and gigli was pretty much the worst movie ever made.
but thats a whole new story.
i pretty much finished up christmas shopping.
i hate night times.
i always thought it was weird when people got sad at night, but its kind of making sense now.
we got interviewed by the oregonian today.
at least this time spencer didnt say "zach has crabs" constantly. really close the the tape recorder that the lady was using. i dont know how the tidings feels about us.
but i guess i dont really care that much.
zach thought the interviewer was a babe, so i guess he might care a little, seeing as now she thinks he has crabs or something.
so i guess tomorrow is christmas eve.
actually, its christmas eve right now.
but i dont want to go to bed. there are monsters in my freaking closet.
maybe no sleep is the answer?

i am jacks complete lack of excitement....

i am a bad friend

2005-12-22T16:07:55Z

so its 8 am right now. but i have been up for about 4 hours. which is about how many times i threw up last night. and i know i was not sick.
ii hate everything about this break.
i think i will just stop trying, because i always mess up and i hate myself for it.

last night was the worst ever. i went home and fell asleep on my bed, which was covered in my snowboarding stuff and my guitars. it was uncomfortable, but i didnt care enough to take it all off. i woke periodically through out the night to run to the bathroom and puke. then i finally woke up at 4 am.
i think i just need to get my mind off of everything. but that is hard to do when you just sit at home all day and have no one to play with.

fickle_toby @ 2005-12-20T13:52:00

2005-12-20T21:55:43Z

the trip was fun and nice.
its really nice to get away and not have cell phone service or internet for a few days.
but sadly its nicer to be back.

but this break has gone down hill. i am boooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooored.

last day o skoooo

2005-12-16T07:17:19Z

i am not schoooling tomorrow!
i get to go snowboarding with my buds!

this break is of to da best start eva
fo eva

im really sorry steven

2005-12-13T05:18:11Z

so i guess stevens bike got stolen.
i dont really know how it happened, but it did.

things are goooooooooood.
today was good i suppose.
starbux is way expensive.

i need a new book.

i need
i want
i need
i peed... on the carpet.... said the cat to the old man that owned him.
the old guy was just kinda confused.

i know new york, i need new york, i know i need unique new york

2005-12-11T23:15:27Z

things aren't good.

i still feel like an idiot.

i need to go eat.